I can't believe that it's been three months since I've posted here. Many things have changed since then. Master has moved much closer to me, so we can at least see each other live and in person every other weekend. For now that works fine. I've been so long on my own, that it was almost suffocating to think all of a sudden another body would be moving in. Let alone with the D/s dynamic at play as well.

I have to say though, I love each and every minute we spend together. The look on his face when I put a delicious home cooked meal in front of him, or even the way he interacts with the urchins. He and the youngest (a boy) have already developed a bond between them. The men of the house. All in all, we're all making the adjustment to every other weekend nicely.

It also affords us the opportunity to explore more freely. Because we're secure in our visit schedule, it leaves us enough time to relax and enjoy our time, not try to fit so much in because we're not sure when the next opportunity will arise.

Our play is deepening. He knows what I need and want even before I can say it. We are both experiencing new heights together even at our tender young age *grins*.

I am simply amazed that the man who pushes me beyond my comfort zone (willingly of course), he uses me extensively and hard when we're able, and yet, when we're done he is go gentle and loving.

I never thought I would finally be able to be the whore I longed to be, and then treated as a lady. I'm not sure why some men don't get that women can and often long to be both.

It's Wednesday, and Master is due here Friday night late and we're both needing a hard weekend. I can't wait to see how he pushes my limits this weekend *grins*
latah